High Risk Read online

  Also by Simona Ahrnstedt

  All In

  Falling

  Published by Kensington Publishing Corporation

  HIGH RISK

  SIMONA AHRNSTEDT

  KENSINGTON BOOKS

  www.kensingtonbooks.com

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  Table of Contents

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  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Epilogue

  Teaser chapter

  To the extent that the image or images on the cover of this book depict a person or persons, such person or persons are merely models, and are not intended to portray any character or characters featured in the book.

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Copyright © 2016 by Simona Ahrnstedt

  First published by Bokförlaget Forum, Sweden

  Published by arrangement with Nordin Agency AB, Sweden

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  eISBN-13: 978-1-4967-0624-9

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  ISBN: 978-1-4967-0623-2

  Prologue

  There was so much to be afraid of in this house. At least if you were a child. The strange food. The angry voices. Never knowing what would happen, when she would be given a beating.

  But the basement was still worse.

  It was cold and smelled awful.

  She shrank back against the wall with her forehead on her knees, felt abandonment like a lump in her stomach. Like a wound in her heart. It hurt to be alone, detested. She was used to it by now, but it had never been this bad before.

  It was dark, too. And she was hungry.

  She sniffed into her knees. Felt so afraid, no matter how brave she tried to be.

  She wouldn’t cry.

  No matter what they did to her, she wouldn’t cry.

  Chapter 1

  Ambra Vinter looked down at her notebook. Ideas for articles, the phone number of someone she’d interviewed, and a reminder to herself that she needed coffee. The last part was underlined twice. She didn’t demand all that many things in life, but drinking coffee in the morning was one of them.

  “Ambra, are you listening?”

  I was trying not to.

  But since the voice belonged to her immediate superior at Aftonbladet, news editor Grace Bekele, Ambra replied with as much diplomacy as she could. “It would be great if you could send someone else. I was on a job in Varberg last week. And I just got back from the fire in Akalla.”

  Ambra attempted a pleading look. There had to be some other reporter Grace could send on this particular lousy job. A young, hungry journalist who wasn’t yet as cynical as she was, someone who would appreciate being able to leave their desk.

  “Except I want you to go.” Grace made a sweeping gesture with her slender hand, and her long, pointed nails glittered. She looked like a supermodel, but it was for her dynamic leadership that she was renowned. And Ambra knew that Grace would win this battle, just as she always did.

  “Where was it again?” Ambra asked. Her clothes smelled of smoke. She never got used to how quickly a fire could spread. Three minutes and there were flames everywhere. No fatalities, which was a bad angle, but good all the same. Families should never die in fires three days before Christmas.

  “Norrland, like I said.”

  “Norrland’s huge. Could you be more specific?” Ambra had good reason not to want to go north, lousy job or not.

  “Norrbotten then. I have the place here somewhere.”

  Ambra waited while Grace riffled through the papers on her overloaded desk. They were at the Breaking News desk, the very heart of the machine that was the Aftonbladet newsroom. It was two in the afternoon, and it was pitch black outside. Freezing rain and sudden gusts of wind battered the windows. The weather report was heading up the home page, of course. Unusually good or unusually bad, the weather was always on the main page online, because it was something that always sold. It was the day’s most-read article, with almost one thousand clicks a minute.

  Ambra leafed forward to an empty page in her notebook and said, as obligingly as she could, “What exactly do you want me to do in Norrbotten?”

  Grace picked up a few stacks of paper and almost managed to knock over a mug of stale coffee. No one had their own desk, not even the editors. Grace was one of four news editors who manned the desk, round the clock, every day of the year. The other editors, everything from Sports, Entertainment, and Crime to Foreign Affairs, Investigative, and Culture, were spread around the room like satellites orbiting a never-sleeping hub.

  “The note was just here. I want to say it was Kalix,” said Grace.

  Always something to be grateful for. She obediently wrote down Kalix in her notebook.

  “You’ll be interviewing Elsa, ninety-two. Call up and arrange a meeting. I should have her number, too. It came in through the tip service. I had a feeling it could be something.”

  “Great,” Ambra said, managing not to pull a face. The tip service was Aftonbladet’s digital space for ordinary people to submit news tips and earn 1,000 kronor if it paid off. In 99.99 percent of cases, it didn’t, but Ambra wrote down Elsa anyway and then rubbed her forehead.

  “Elsa’s a person, at least?” she asked.

  The question wasn’t irrelevant. Once, she was sent out to interview a certain Sixten Berg, twenty. Sixten turned out to be a white-crested cockatoo who could sing and dance along to “Hooked on a Feeling.” The interview became an amusing paragraph with a funny vid
eo clip online. Not quite what Ambra dreamed of during her journalism training.

  Grace pulled out a neon yellow Post-it note. “Here. Elsa Svensson, born 1923. She had an affair with one of our prime ministers and evidently gave birth to his secret love child.”

  That made Ambra look up. “Recently?” she asked skeptically.

  Grace raised an elegant eyebrow. “The woman’s ninety-two, so no, not in this century. But she’s never talked to the press before and she seems to be a real Norrbotten original. Could be a good story. Long, interesting life story, exotic place, you know? And it’s perfect for Christmas. People love that kind of thing.”

  “Mmm,” Ambra replied without any enthusiasm. “Which prime minister?”

  “One of the dead ones. You’ll have to double-check.”

  “Didn’t they all have a load of illegitimate children?” Ambra really didn’t want to do this. Give her double homicides and traffic accidents any day.

  “Come on, Ambra. This one is practically made for you—it’s what you’re good at. Guaranteed to bring in a load of clicks, and I’m under orders to do more of this kind of thing; it sells like mad. Plus, the woman specifically asked for you.”

  “Of course,” said Ambra. It happened sometimes. The readers wanted to meet a specific reporter.

  She glanced over toward the window again. An electric Advent chandelier flickered irregularly at her. The entire media world rested on numbers of clicks, because that meant advertising revenue. And there was no ignoring the fact that, in practice, she was probably only one reshuffle away from losing her job. Her career had been on what could only be described as a downward curve for the past few years. If she didn’t play ball, she would end up on night shift. Taking the night shift was a one-way street; those who went down it never came back. They lived like nocturnal pale creatures, translated pointless articles from English, and died a spiritual death. She gave up.

  “Photographer?” she asked.

  Grace nodded. “Local freelancer. You can contact him once you’re there.”

  “Okay.” Ambra got up. There was no point going home now. She would grab a coffee; buy an ice-cold sandwich from the staff room vending machine; call Elsa, ninety-two; and stay at the office to do some research. Hurrah.

  “And you’ll send me the info you have?” she asked.

  “I want a first piece as soon as you can. If it’s really good, maybe we can run a couple. Norrland Christmas, reindeer, cozy snow feeling, stuff like that.”

  Ambra rocked on her heels.

  “Was there something else?” Grace asked.

  Ambra paused.

  “I know it’s short notice and a long way to go, but you should be able to get home before Christmas.” Grace’s tone was stressed but friendly, and Ambra knew her boss meant well, but it wasn’t exactly her holiday plans that were the problem. Ambra had exactly one relative—her foster sister, Jill—and she and Jill hadn’t celebrated Christmas together for the past few years.

  It wasn’t that it was beneath Ambra to talk to the ex-lover of a dead celebrity either. A journalist was never meant to be forced into a humiliating piece (a rule no one cared about), but Ambra had worked on Entertainment and done far worse things. No, this was about the fact that she had serious issues with going north.

  “I’ll figure it out,” she said with a repressed sigh. Her private life was no one else’s business.

  “I know you will.” Grace’s eyes were steady on her from across the desk.

  At thirty, Grace was just two years older than Ambra. She was already an experienced news editor with one of the toughest papers in the division. And as though her relative youth and gender weren’t enough of a handicap, Grace was also black. Born in Ethiopia, she’d moved to Sweden as a child and was some kind of academic genius. Grace Bekele was legendary in the media world, and when she looked at Ambra like that, Ambra was prepared to walk over burning coals. Or go to Kalix.

  “Thanks.”

  “And listen, I know you want that job with the Investigative desk. I didn’t forget. I’ll put in a good word for you with Dan Persson, if I get the chance.”

  Ambra didn’t know what to say; gratitude was such a difficult feeling. But that was her dream. Working for Aftonbladet’s Investigative desk, hunting down scoops and writing longer articles. Rumor had it there would soon be a vacant position there. They rarely came up, meaning there would be a lot of competition. Most likely all of her colleagues and competitors. But if she didn’t make a mess of things in the next few weeks, then maybe she stood a chance. Providing she managed not to offend the editor-in-chief too much. Maybe it was just as well she went away for a while, now that she thought about it.

  “Thanks. I’ll leave tomorrow.” Her mind was already thinking through the various possible angles as she automatically checked off what she would pack and which equipment she would need.

  “Hold on,” said Grace. She held up another Post-it note, an orange one this time, shaped like an arrow. “Found it. I was wrong. It’s not Kalix after all. Sorry.”

  So long as it’s not Kiruna, Ambra had time to think before Grace said, “The woman lives in Kiruna. I always mix up those two. Anyway, it’s pretty much the same thing.”

  She uttered the words with the nonchalance of someone who thought that Stockholm was as far north as civilization stretched. The vast expanse of Norrland was a blank sheet even for well-educated city dwellers. But Ambra knew better. After all, there were varying degrees to every hell.

  Kiruna. Of course it was Kiruna.

  She snatched the note from Grace’s hand and left the desk.

  Why did it have to be Kiruna, of all places? A town she never wanted to visit again. A place where she had shivered, cried, and hated more than anywhere else in the universe.

  Ambra passed the Web-TV studio and the Crime desk; she walked by Investigative and glanced longingly into their office, one of the few departments allowed to work with the door closed. She grabbed a mug of coffee and her laptop, managed to avoid her nemesis, Oliver Holm, and slumped onto a free couch. She started up her laptop and logged in. The mail program opened. Twenty e-mails in ten minutes. Nineteen of the messages were hate mail on an article she’d written about sexual harassment at a gym, published the day before. She scrolled through them and knew that she should forward the worst to the security department, but she didn’t have the energy. She had been working for too long now to care about anonymous misogyny. Tomorrow, she would write about illegitimate children in Kiruna instead.

  She dialed Elsa Svensson’s number and sighed impatiently while she waited for an answer. She assumed it would be a while before she made it back to her apartment, her TV, and her couch.

  Chapter 2

  Tom Lexington threw a log onto the open fire. Although the house was well insulated, the fire provided some welcome extra warmth. Outside, it was four below zero, and the snow was coming down heavily. He would have to dig himself out if he wanted to leave the house.

  Tom stared at the fire. When he focused on the flames and the crackling of the wood, he felt almost normal. He reached for another log. As he threw it onto the fire, he heard the quiet hum of his cell phone on the coffee table. He got up to see who it was. Lodestar Security Group, switchboard. Work.

  He scratched his stubbled chin, knew he should answer—it could be important—but he didn’t have the energy today. Instead, he shuffled into the kitchen and then couldn’t remember why he’d gone in there. He paused, staring out the window at the snow and the trees. Waiting for the weather report on the radio. Suddenly, a loud, popping sound came from the speakers. A jingle for the next program, which was about hunting. Tom’s hands started to shake. Then his thighs. His field of vision shrank, and he struggled to breathe. It happened quickly, less than a second between hearing the noise and feeling as if he was about to collapse.

  He groped for the countertop to prop himself up. His heart was pounding as though he were in combat. Suddenly, he was no longer in the house. No lo
nger in the woods outside of Kiruna, in a winter landscape of freezing temperatures and snow. He was in the desert. In the heat. In the hellhole where they’d interrogated and tortured him. His blood was rushing through his veins so fiercely that it was as if the ground was trembling beneath him. Memories flashed before his eyes like a film. He forced himself to breathe in through his nose and out through his mouth. But it didn’t help. He was there.

  He braced himself and then brought his hand down on the counter with all his might. The pain shot up his arm and into his body, and it did actually help. It hurt like hell, but the pain cut through his panic attack, and he was back in the room again.

  Tom took a deep, shaking breath. The flashback had lasted only a few seconds, but he was soaked through with sweat. His legs were unsteady as he took the few steps to the pantry and grabbed a bottle of whisky. He didn’t think about how many empty bottles were already beneath the sink, just poured the whisky down his throat and then turned on the faucet. Kiruna was north of the Arctic Circle and the water in the pipes was ice-cold, but he drank it greedily. As he put down his glass, he heard his cell phone again. He went into the living room and picked up the phone from the coffee table.

  Mattias Ceder, he read on the screen. Again. Mattias had been calling him all fall. Tom hadn’t answered once. He rejected the call and took the phone with him into the kitchen, where he poured another whisky. Two seconds later, it started to ring again. He peered down. Mattias Ceder, of course. The man always was a stubborn bastard. At one point in time, Mattias and Tom were best friends, brothers-in-arms. Back then, they would have given their lives for each other without a moment’s hesitation. But that was a long time ago. Plenty had changed since then. Tom studied the phone until it fell silent. It beeped to signal a message: Could you answer the damn phone sometime?

  He took a big gulp, poured more whisky, swirled the glass.